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Back again?

It's been I think a zillion years since I last posted an entry here.... Whao!! That long?

Am I planning a "comeback"?? huhuhu~ I'm not sure...

Well, at least a little update on me:

  • I've just graduated and waiting for my convo...
  • A bit too free now, so I'm kinda going crazy... Enjoying at the same time..
  • Planning a SUPER intensive lose-weight plan... *DETERMINED*
  • Looking for job... Kinda afraid but excited at the same time...
  • Kinda crazy about Kpop now which is a little unexpected of me.... =D (favourites : JYJ**, DBSK, BIGBANG, 2NE1, G.Na and moree......)
  • Learned how to play guitar (chords only).. I can play songs by 2ne1 too~ =P
  • Found out how to make my favourite kuih momo and seaweed salad!!
  • Painted the living room and the combo of the colour is now kinda DISASTROUS...
  • Did something really out of my mind a while ago... Tweeted my favourite idol... =P Oooo~
  • Me super love swimming now... But afraid of getting sunburn! =)

Think that will be all... =D Here's a quote to share with u guys... =)

"The best things in life are unseen, that's why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry and dream"

Homesickness

I wana go home
I wana go out with my beloved ones
I wana listen to the laughter and voices at home
I wana hang out till late night with my girls and boys
I wana hug the cute little baby Olivia
I wana go to relatives house for small gathering
I wana go grandparents houses and just hang out there
I wana go out for nice dinner with family
I wana go swimming
I wana go badminton
I wana have nice supper
I wana go karaoke
I wana watch TV in the living room
I wana sleep on my cosy bed
I wana take warm shower
I wana dress up nicely and hang out with my girls
I wana bake cake
I wana play the guitar and electone at home
I wana have a bbq party at home
I wana do manicure and pedicure
I wana drive around feeling free
I wana go for movie outing with my beloved ones
I wana go Damai
I wana go Bako
I wana go for SUPER RANDOM outing with my girls


I WAN I WAN I WAN I WAN I WAN!!!!!!

YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH !!!!


I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!

THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE

Got this from my email...

Living on Earth is expensive,
but it does include a free trip
around the sun every year.



How long a minute is
depends on which side of the
bathroom door you're on.



Happiness comes through doors you
didn't even know you left open.

Ever notice that the people who are late
are often much jollier (inconsiderate too!)
than the people who have to wait for them?



Most of us go to our grave
with our music still inside of us.


You may be only one person in the world,
but you may also be the world to one person.


Some mistakes are too much fun
to only make once.


Don't cry because it's over;
smile because it happened.


We could learn a lot from crayons:
some are sharp, some are pretty,
some are dull, some have weird names,
and all are different colors....but
they all exist very nicely in the same box.



A truly happy person is one who
can enjoy the scenery on a detour.

Formation Team Weekend 1 (2011)

I don't know what's wrong with all the hot guys.... When I reached KL on Friday evening, I met 3 hot korean guy and another one with his dad who just came back from Australia.

Later when I came back to UTM on Sunday night, I saw the HOT and macho security guard I've been trying to look for at the front gate. And this time, JieYing and ChaiMay noticed him too.... OMG!! He's sooo damn hot and at the same time, cute tooo... when he smile... OoOOoo~~ I can faint....



Now back to the topic... This FT Weekend's topic is about Photography. Over the weekend, Brother Matt shared some of his experience and knowledge on photography with us. I feel like one weekend isn't enough... Coz I want to learn some more!! :D And my bloody camera so conveniently ran out of battery when I was trying to capture the pic of pigeons flying... URGH~~

My camera is not canggih like rest. Coz for me, I do not need SUPER canggih, big, bulky and heavy camera coz I'm a SUPER lazy person. I prefer something compact, easy to pack and easy to carry around but ofcoz, I would prefer a camera with better image processing functions...

I took this opportunity to get to know this new camera that my dad has just bought... I still miss the old one coz I manage to take a lot of really nice shots when Caryn them came over to Kuching.

Going back this weekend... Can't tell you how EXCITED I am... OMG!!

The Old Place

About a week ago, Tiaky and me went to the temple that I used to go when I was a child.... It felt good to be back there again....

When I was a child, my family used to spend a lot of time here.... Not just me and my parents and siblings... But my grandparents, uncles, aunties as well as my cousins....

On some special occasion, you'll fine coiled incense hanging at this area. I remember Nicky got some burning ashes landed on his hair when the whole family was praying and I was so afraid the fire will light up and burn his hair.

I used to hang around this place with my cousins and brothers. We would always look down and wondered what would happen if we fell down this place... Or if it's possible to go down there.... Back then, it would be difficult because we're still very short....

And we used to walk on this path which I never bothered what shape the stone is until now...

Before the temple was being extended with another temple opened next to it, we would often wonder what is down there... It used to look a bit spooky and we would always challenge each other to walk down that stair....


In the last one month, I felt like I'm getting closer to my dad's family again.... During the convention, I've talked to a cousin whom I haven't really met and talked to in almost 12 years time. It's weird to see her again as a young lady... I used to felt a bit protective of her because she was a crybaby (I'll always panic if someone cry in front of me)...

I've often visit my grandparents whenever I'm back. But I felt a bit awkward when my aunt, after soooooo many years(I think almost 10 years), asked me to visit her and help her to transfer and install some games in her computer.

I don't understand... I felt awkward.... I seem to be going back to the old places during my last trip back in Kuching...


And the one person who keep reminding me that I'm getting older, is this little baby..... She's getting more and more vain now. She tried to put the hair clip on but couldn't. So, I helped her with it and then asked her to pose so that I can take a BEAUTIFUL picture of her. And there she goes....

OMG!!!! CUTEZZ~~

I have a sister...







A lot of people tell me, this shot look really like me...

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I used to wish for a little sister... But when my mum delivered her last child, I told myself, whether it's a sister or a brother, it doesn't matter..... Because he/she is gona be very cute anyway.... And I'm gona LOVE him/her...

And by the way, this is my handsome little brother who imitated that little girl up there... =)

The last 3 weeks

The last 3 weeks have been very happening for me...

First, my parents and Marvin came over to Johor and we went around and then to Singapore, Melaka and KL. We were moving around from hotels to hotels and it was a bit tiring. I think the 4 of us did not enjoy the trip that much.... I have to constantly remind myself to save the energy for the convention.

We only manage to visit the zoo during our day trip to Singapore... The trip didn't end well because I got really sick towards the end of the day and we had to rush back to Johor.

But we enjoyed the trip to the zoo even when it rained and we missed the shows. My super cute parents and my dad's favourite - Zebra... He got a little over-excited when he saw the zebra and asked my mum to take this shot with him.... =)

One of my favourite shots.... Can u see moto-moto at the back??? =D

I've never realize mandrill is one very interesting animal until I saw the butt....It's soooooooo colourful that I couldnt take my eyes off it.

My handsome little cowboy is growing taller and rounder.....



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After the trip with my family, I traveled again to Ipoh for the 20th National Lasallian Leaders' Convention. The theme this year is "Forward with Faith".

I was sooooo worried because I kept thinking that being in the secretariat team, I will definitely get very exhausted.

Things turn out to be a lot better than expected because TeckPeng has done a lot of preparation before I reach. And HueyShin being such a caring Sexytariat head keep worrying that we will overwork ourself and asked volunteers to help us out.

For me, the whole convention started with the Heritage play practices. And these included a lot of singing, laughing, running around and acting... Things were going fine until we were told that Marveen(LaSalle - main character) couldn't make it for the real play itself. That happened in less than 20minutes before the play!! Eric has to come in as a substitute in the end and he carried around the script throughout the play.

There were a lot small changes in the script and the whole play to me, felt like we were all really forwarding with faith....

The OTs were having soooooo much fun during the game time...

The "Plastic" team for NAHUT.... "Plastic is fantastic, elastic like gymnastic, this way also can, that way also can".... I remember reading one funny comment from the delegate asking why we wear the garbage bag....

The St. Andrews boys.... JianYao went missing so we had a substitute....

On the fifth day, several naughty delegates set off with a "Nametag-stealing Mission".... I was having lunch with them and realized what they were doing.... But unfortunately, I became their victim too..... It was returned to me in my "affirmation-inbox" that night...

The sexy OTs during BigMakan night....

The lame OTs with their lame performance.... There were so little time for us to practice, and we just hopped in the middle of the dance floor and do whatever we can.... I guess the delegates were expecting a lot more from the OTs because all of them moved to the front, some were standing on tables and chairs just to get better view....

Our fellow OTs.... There were sooooooooooooo many lame jokes around this year.... The jokes were soooo lame that you don't even know what to laugh at.... And you can just laugh until you feel the cramp in you stomach and your face....


Another year.... Another convention.... Never have I expected that I would be involved in the national convention....

I've gained soooo much from this convention... New friends, experience, lesson and lesson and lesson....

I've made mistake with the songbook this year. The whole content went haywired and some the word on the cover cant be read. At that moment, it felt like a terrible mistake and I felt guilty for neglecting my responsibility.

Isaac then told me, we cant read the word.... That's like how he can't see at night when it's dark BUT he's still walking around with faith. He assured me that it's fine to do just a little mistake.

I've always hated the perfectionist in me.
Never like it because I've always ended up with a lot of unnecessary work.
Never like it because when things don't turn out right, I would blame myself.
Never like it because I would only see the flaws if I know something is not perfect.

I don't know if I can change that perfectionist in me.... But I'm definitely sure, if this ever happen to me again, I would just say "SCREW IT!!" and move on.... And for that, I would like to thank Isaac, Choulyin, Siew Wei and Huey Shin for helping me to get over it.... =D


Doing documentations for the sessions is also kinda new to me. I've done minutes in meetings back in Form6, so I thought doing documentations for sessions wouldn't be that difficult. But it turned out to be more challenging than I thought. My hearing has never been good and I've always needed a little longer to understand what I've heard. Am grateful to have OTs like PuiYi, Aaron and Harvey around to teach and help me out.

On the plus side, doing documentation allow me to sit at the back of the hall and listen to the sessions. It's sooooooo much more enjoyable than being a food committee back in the regional convention. Because the thing I remembered the most from that convention is waking up early and boiling water 24/7. I did mentioned I even dream of it after the convention.

Apart from the last minute change with the Heritage play and the kelam-kabuted songbook, the flu and cough really didn't help with the condition. OTs and delegates were sick and I saw a lot of Strepsils and Fisherman's Friend and a bottle of "Hairy-butt"cough medicine. Luckily I only joined the group on the last day of the convention.

After this convention, I've also realized that attending or helping out with the conventions are not enough... Convention can only help you into realizing your own potential and what is out there. But what about the part where you really reach out to help the Last, the Lost and the Least (3Ls)??

Someone said this during convention, "Comfort makes people lazy and self-centered"... I'm not sure if my next step will involve in reaching out to the 3Ls but I definitely do not want to let comfort turn me into a lazy and self-centered person.

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The journey back to Kuching is NOT one of the most enjoyable one. I was soooooo tired and sick and sleepy.... I don't even have the energy to check my belongings when I was packing and ended up leaving my laptop cable back in LaSalle Centre and I've lost my affirmation slips. ='(

When I reached home, I felt sooooo much better because I was greeted by one SUPER CUTESIE little angel.... The little girl I've missed soooooo much....

My baby cuzzie, Olivia!!! *HEART MELTZZZZ*
Isn't she adorable???


And guess what??? She can WALK!!!! Like soooooo fast and she can climb the stair on her own.... AND LOOK AT THAT!!!! She's playing with the little decorative marbles even after my mum warned her not to play with it....

What you should know about her...
  • She's filled with gut... She love stunts!!
  • She's not afraid of falling down. That explain why she can walk so fast.
  • She's a kepo.... Always curious...
  • She love the piece of white cloth (lampin) my mum gave her. She carries it around.
  • She can call "Jeje" and smile at me... *HEART MELTZZ TO THE MAX*
  • She won't take things from strangers. But she's friendly to them. She would wave at them and give them her CUTEST smile...
  • She's not shy. She saw an older boy reading book at a corner. She went over to him, moved her head in between the book and the boy and then called him "Jeje".
  • She love mannequin. She would wave at them. (Marvin used to cry and shout whenever we carry him close to any mannequin)

=) Sooo much of heart meltz...


Coming back to Kuching also mean daily outing and gaining weight... =D And also movies(in the cinema)!!

By the way, I've watched "3 Idiots" and "Sex & the City 2".... Both are SUPER DUPER OVER nice and meaningful.... Love them....

And Harry Potter 7: Part 1.... OMG!!!!! It was as I've expected!!! GOOD TO THE MAX!!!! Can't wait for Part 2...


I really have to stop here.... This is getting longer....

The Sudden Freedom....

I think I've mentioned that I was SUPER busy during and before my study week.... After completing them, I felt a bit empty.... A bit too free to feel that the freedom is real.... Ofcoz I know I haven't finished my exam yet, but the next paper still feel like a long time from now....

And this sudden freedom has resulted in:
  1. CarynWoo, JieYing, Junne and me hung out at Station One till 1.30am.... I kept thinking the night was young until I checked my time. And what surprises me is that, the rest seem to realize it was already late when we left UTM.... We managed to get in UTM without card being scanned....
  2. On the next day, ChaiMay joined us. This time, we went karaoke till 4am. We later sent ChaiMay home and then explored the town a little bit before going back to UTM. We were sooooo amazed that the guard didn't stop us when we came in at 5am....
  3. My big baby brother, Jardian called me last night telling me that he's coming to Johor today.... This stupid boy reached here at around 2pm and bought a ticket to go back KL at 5pm... He then he realized, "I took an 8hours bus to-&-fro and only spend 3hours here".... I actually planned to bring him to a few places including UTM but it all ended up in City Square.... But still, I think it's good for him to take the initiative to go somewhere else and explore a little bit....
I saw some Christmas decor in City Square..... Wooo~~ Feeling a bit excited to go back to Kuching.... The time when most people will be back.... =)
 
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